Maybe my first break!

Fathers day is coming up this weekend and Baybe is doing so well that I am considering leaving Baybeblue with her father at my house for a few hours. My other best friend Violet that lives in Hawaii now is coming to visit me and Im sooo excited. She was the one who lived with me through my whole pregnancy and was there for me when Baybe was born. I dont have the heart to tell her she is not the Daddy so she is the papee to Baybeblue. I wish she would move back here and be in my life again but I will just have to settle for breif visits when she comes and hopefullly someday take the kids and go stay with her on the beautiful Hawaii Beach. Oh yeah and I have a severe fear of flying so I have no idea if that will ever happen. Im scurred!! She is nervous about traveling alone so please join me and pray that she has a safe trip here. Anyway, if everything goes really well then Sunday evening I will be able to leave Baybe for the first time and go out for a few hours with my loves Hush n Violet.

Baybeblue has started to have a little bit of weird stuff going on in between her seizures during the day. She still just yells out sometimes and does just the weird mouth thing that used to make her puke but she just does that all by itself. Today she had no ketones and that worries me, also her Blood sugar is still really high even though I didnt give her jello for a few days to make sure it wasnt that. Last couple days she has been really lazy sice we are recovering from the beach but overall she seems to be doing really well. We have moved back down to my bedroom because I really missed my bed and needed a little privacy so in a matter of one day she clogged her cord so formula leaked all over my bed then her diaper leaked on it and then she was rolling around and pulled her cord out and leaked her stomach contents all over my bed as well. Needless to say I had to rewash all y bedding and now I have laid down all waterproof pads. My bed feels so amazing and I think she missed being down here too. Now I just got to get Tay to not sleep in my room. I love him to death but I really need some privacy. I have a twinkle in my eye this weekk because someone made me feel good so thank you and I hope you all are having a good week too.